Missing you...

Noone is probably ever gonna read this,
but tonight is one of the hardest night since i lost you my sunshine, my bunnylove,
the one and only i could ever truely love...
Lately my dreams have been shakin my nights, weird dreams, weirds feelings,
old memories coming back disturbin my days, my thoughts...
I have one question, what should i do?

Tonight is the night i'm supposed to have you in my arms, the night im supposed to hold you tight against me...
Tonight is the night i should snuggle with you and not watch those stupid DVDs lol...
March 25th 2005 is the night i lost every single doubt i had concerning love, future and women.
That night is the night god gave me the most beautiful present on earth, you.
I can still remember our lil train jokes at the midi station with mag tryna follow us, i can still see us
tryin to watch that movie, Stephen King's "Rose Red", but our eyes couldn't stop starin at eachother...

Until that moment we just had to be next to eachother, until that moment we just had to kiss eachother and feel
eachother's hands...

What a beautiful night...

I ask myself if we're made to be, and the only answer i get from my heart today is, let time and god choose,
because only they can make her come back, only they can make her think of you, only they can make her get back to you... I will never give up on this lil hope i have to see us togheter again, my heart aint done for another love then the one only you can give me, believe me...

4 years, turned into hope, still keepin the love, the dreams, lol our lil Luca, lil curled dark blond haired boy with his mom's green eyes, big and strong like his daddy, and a lover like his mom and dad :)

Life aint it without you
Sunshine aint warm without you
Love is a dream without you

Faith - Hope - dreams - etc...

But after all, you're still my best friend, you're still my princess, my sunshine, in my eyes...
At the same time, i had to, so i accepted it by now... however that wouldn't be the question,
the question would be "until when can you,me, we keep it accepted?" , isn't this the real question?

Missing you...xXx

Hubbie
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# Posté le mercredi 25 mars 2009 00:47

Modifié le mercredi 25 mars 2009 00:58

Mariah Carey - Without You

The words are soo true baby...i can't live without you... i love you til death do us part... xxx

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

NO I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

(Oh, Can't Live, Can't Live) x2

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

# Posté le samedi 30 septembre 2006 15:56

Modifié le dimanche 01 octobre 2006 14:30

Robin Thicke - Lost Without You

Baby I'm lost without you... i love you so much xx

# Posté le samedi 30 septembre 2006 15:50

...aimer?...what is it?...

 ...aimer?...what is it?...
Est-ce que tu m'aime?

# Posté le lundi 01 mai 2006 15:04

Modifié le vendredi 01 juin 2007 02:50

...where do I start...

 ...where do I start...
There are many things that I want to say to you that are constantly bubbling inside me...the problem is where do i start? how do i start?

C
rying, to most people, is a sign of weakness in character, but i can't help but get tears in my eyes whenever i think of you...maybe that is because my heart becomes weak when it comes to thinking about you, and the thought of you not being there might cause my heart to shut down altogether. But maybe that isn't exactly what i wanted to say or how i want to express my love for you. Maybe there is more to those feelings that are burning inside of me.

Lu
is, Luis, Luis...i never knew that a soul could become so bound to another, that is until i fell in love with you. Not a minute goes by without me thinking about you...but God, there is more to this feeling! There is more that i want to say to you, i want to pour my heart out to you but that takes more than words...this is an abnormal feeling that takes control of your soul, pulls the strings to make you dance with happiness and excitement...

Baby, even though we have our ups and our downs, in the words of toni braxton "thats the way love goes". And its true, everytime we go through a tough time, do you know what pulls us through and brings us back up on top of everything? Love, Luis. Love is what makes me want to throw my arms around you and tell you that im sorry, love is what makes me cry, and love is what kisses away the pain of an arguement.

So
when its hard to express your love through words, i just want you to know that thinking about all the things that we have been through, and the one thing that has pulled us through has been love, and i hope that in the future love will continue to be our anchor...

I love you
Luis Ambriz...if only you knew how much...

# Posté le lundi 24 avril 2006 13:02

Modifié le vendredi 01 juin 2007 09:02