but tonight is one of the hardest night since i lost you my sunshine, my bunnylove,
the one and only i could ever truely love...
Lately my dreams have been shakin my nights, weird dreams, weirds feelings,
old memories coming back disturbin my days, my thoughts...
I have one question, what should i do?
Tonight is the night i'm supposed to have you in my arms, the night im supposed to hold you tight against me...
Tonight is the night i should snuggle with you and not watch those stupid DVDs lol...
March 25th 2005 is the night i lost every single doubt i had concerning love, future and women.
That night is the night god gave me the most beautiful present on earth, you.
I can still remember our lil train jokes at the midi station with mag tryna follow us, i can still see us
tryin to watch that movie, Stephen King's "Rose Red", but our eyes couldn't stop starin at eachother...
Until that moment we just had to be next to eachother, until that moment we just had to kiss eachother and feel
eachother's hands...
What a beautiful night...
I ask myself if we're made to be, and the only answer i get from my heart today is, let time and god choose,
because only they can make her come back, only they can make her think of you, only they can make her get back to you... I will never give up on this lil hope i have to see us togheter again, my heart aint done for another love then the one only you can give me, believe me...
4 years, turned into hope, still keepin the love, the dreams, lol our lil Luca, lil curled dark blond haired boy with his mom's green eyes, big and strong like his daddy, and a lover like his mom and dad :)
Life aint it without you
Sunshine aint warm without you
Love is a dream without you
Faith - Hope - dreams - etc...
But after all, you're still my best friend, you're still my princess, my sunshine, in my eyes...
At the same time, i had to, so i accepted it by now... however that wouldn't be the question,
the question would be "until when can you,me, we keep it accepted?" , isn't this the real question?
Missing you...xXx
Hubbie
